why is not right to speak your mind? especially to a friend you think understands and would help you to get back on the right track?
its disturbing, i suddenly feel like im incapable of holding onto anything for a long time because it always seems to just leave.. fun, happiness, people and things.. emotions are more important than people and things.. but my emotions always develop into intense attachments. once that happens, i find it difficult to draw the line.. or how much i can control the relationship... and thats where it always gets screwed up.. no wait, there's another reason.. its cause i take people and things for granted. i cant do that, i cant take things for granted.. its not right..