I've told myself to move on and think of the good... but sometimes no amount of good can ever make things right...
I miss you.. you can't imagine how much.. and I can't imagine how long I would pretend that I can overcome the pain..
I will still try ..
I want to share so many things with you.. I can't .. I'll never be able to .. ever again..
I do hope there is some truth in the after life.. because then there is hope.. that I will see you again and be able to share with you .. everything I want to.. once again!